Random thoughts of a lonely person.

I’m not afraid to walk alone.
I’m just afraid that wherever I go,
people won’t understand me.

I’m not afraid of dying alone.
But I’m afraid that people will forget me,
when I’m finally gone.

I’m not afraid to shut myself in.
I’m afraid nobody will dare to find me,
even if I leave the door slightly open.

I never said I’m afraid to open up,
But I’m afraid people will prefer it if I don’t.

ソレイユ (Soleil) by TravoltaP – Indonesian Lyrics

Hello again, cakewielder signing in! So originally a couple days ago, I received a request from one of TraViSubs’ subscribers, but it turned out I chose the wrong song to translate ;w; although I think the song that I *wrongly* translated was a lovely one, hence I felt the need to post it here. Anyhow here goes the Indonesian lyrics, enjoy!

Dewa kematian dengan matanya yang sayu pun berbicara
“Apakah kamu yang akan menyelamatkan ku?”

Dia menanggung rasa sakit dari kegelapan yang tidak pernah Ia minta
Bahkan penampilannya pun tidak pantas untuk dipandang.

Seorang gadis yang sinarnya bagaikan matahari, berdiri disana
Ia mengulurkan tangannya sambil tersenyum dan berkata

“Semuanya akan baik-baik saja, aku akan memusnahkan kegelapan mu.
Dan aku akan merubah sosokmu menjadi burung.”

“Terbang lah dengan bebas, lepas ke langit-langit sana
Jika kamu tidak memiliki tujuan, ikut lah dengan ku.”
Burung putih itu pun mengepakkan sayapnya, mengikuti gadis itu.

Masih banyak kegelapan yang menunggu agar diselamatkan
Dan gadis tersebut mengulurkan tangannya untuk membantu semua.

Ditemani dengan langit yang ditutupi oleh burung-burung putih
Lama kelamaan, sosok gadis itu berubah menjadi segelap malam

Tubuhnya sudah dikonsumsi oleh kegelapan,
Dan seiring kekuatannya terkuras, ia menjadi dingin.
Burung-burung yang berduka pun mulai meresap kegelapannya.

Diantara burung-burung hitam yang menutupi seluruh langit,
Dia yang bersinar bagaikan emas bernama Soleil.

6 Male Vocaloid; SHOOT ON TOKYO! – Indonesian Lyrics

6 Male Vocaloid-SHOOT ON TOKYO! Indonesian Lyrics

Cakewielder is back! Sorry for not posting anything these past few days, been a busy weekend D: here’s my latest work with TraViSubZ, a song featuring six male vocaloid. Enjoy!

Tidak, Tidak, tak ada yang bisa menjangkau, Kota tak kenal tidur itu
Ya, sepertinya tak ada lagi yang bisa menghentikan kita

Kemenangan
Keaslian
Imut
Keahlian
Tuan Putri
Romansa
Ciri Khas. Sayang ku?

Di pertemuan Stasiun Shibuya bawah tanah yang memulai segalanya
Di dalam sempitnya kereta,
yang seakan-seakan bisa meledak kapan saja
Kamu yang berada di sisi ku begitu dekat… Berikan tanda bahaya!

Kotorilah aku
Lebih, lebih Imut lagi
Lebih, lebih Seksi lagi
AH Rusakkanlah aku
Lebih, lebih intens lagi
Tembaklah, Tembaklah
Ke kota Tokyo yang terus berubah itu
Tembaklah, Tembaklah
Dengan kecepatan tinggi
Majulah, Majulah

Tapi jangan tinggalkan aku ketika aku berdiri sendiri
Karena ‘ku ingin melekat denganmu begitu kuat
Agar pandanganku tidak terhalangi kepadamu,
akan ‘ku runtuhkan dinding pertahananmu

AH Telanjangilah aku
Lebih, lebih Kotor lagi
Lebih, lebih Manis lagi
AH Celupkan aku
Lebih, lebih ingin ‘ku merasakannya
Tembaklah, Tembaklah
Ke gelombang rasa kesedihan kesepian ini
Waktu mepet, Waktu mepet
Waktu terus menekanku
Laksanakanlah, Laksanakanlah

Meski aku terjatuh menyerah, aku tak perlu khawatir, kan?
Karena aku ingin hidup hanya untuk memelukmu
Peganglah janjiku ‘tuk terus melindungimu
Hilangkan kecemasanmu dalam sekejap

Tembaklah, Tembaklah
‘Ku terus mencari bintang-bintang di langit malam Tokyo-
-Yang terjatuh, Yang terjatuh
Apa kau juga lihat bintangnya? Aku ‘kan berharap kepadanya
Demi cinta abadi, Aku bersumpah, Aku mencintaimu
Aku tak peduli dimana itu, asalkan kamu ada disisiku

Tembaklah, Tembaklah
Ke kota Tokyo yang terus berubah itu
Tembaklah, Tembaklah
Dengan kecepatan tinggi
Majulah, Majulah

Tapi jangan tinggalkan aku ketika aku berdiri sendiri
Karena ‘ku ingin melekat denganmu begitu kuat
Agar pandanganku tidak terhalangi kepadamu,
akan ‘ku runtuhkan dinding pertahananmu

Heart Guardian

This heart of mine does not speak,
Does not listen,
In a conventional way.
It has left me wounding so many times.
Although I’d never blame the other party,
For that is my own
Incompetency.

Thus I’ll keep my heart far and safe,
And I’ll pay the price that is my true self
For the sake of those
Who seek out for it.
Shouldn’t the world be a better place?
Please let me be
The only shoulder to ever bear this pain.

I’m not afraid of love.

Sometimes, I wish we weren’t in love in the first place.

I never really regret how “us” started; a fateful, unarranged meeting of two pairs of eyes that never met before. To keep it short, it was a perfect prologue to any love story. I appreciated your presence, although previously, that’s because I was in a state of a crippling loneliness. But then, as time passed, something inside of me started to learn to appreciate your presence just because it was there–I no longer needed a reason to fall for you.

Regardless, even though my feelings were outside of my control, I had to be ready to give up on you. And when the time was right, you came to me and remind me how things between us could get even better. I squeezed out every bit of courage to stop you mid-sentence, and said,

“But you don’t want to be with me. I’ll just end up hurting you.”

In all honesty, you should’ve taken my advice and let me be, for words that came from someone who lacked the confidence of a heart that’s never been broken are often wise. A person like that could never return something as delicate and pure as love without a catch. You could try, but it’s a waste; because you could never change their past, and you’ll just grow to hate it, eventually.

Maybe, I’m not afraid of love. But I am afraid of not being loved back.

So, the next time you hear those words, save yourself, and run.

The Chalice

Polished gold, the chalice.
Its sturdy composition and novelty.

Drink up, this is a celebration.
When the time is right, bring out the chalice.

The chalice of a child’s innocence.
Less of a malice, grants life to the world.

Its serenade and undying beauty.
Puts everyone in the room teary.

Oh thou, a female. With your femininity.
One kind of a kind, your sublimity.

The Ahs and the praises coming
Simultaneously from one mouth to the other.

Their expressions, you cannot tell anymore.
If it was a Lie, then they’d be lying to themselves.

No beauty is against the chalice.
No beauty is competent to the chalice.

When it is over and everyone is gone.
The chalice is back to its place.

Its owner that took the form of a man.
Placing the chalice delicately on a rack.

Thank you, good work, and you shall rest.
When the time is right, bring out the chalice once again.

-2014